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So we are going to see our dietitian this morning. We are just hoping she has some advice or anything really because we are down to 89 pounds. We are honestly scared… Don’t want them to force us back into eating disorder treatment as this is a physical medical issue. Eating disorders don’t cause gastroparesis this severe. Hoping for the best and some good news or advice. Hoping she doesn’t just say there is nothing she can do and we have to wait to see the GI doctor on the 20th.
Ray
Spoke to our primary care providers office yesterday trigger warning medical
Trigger warning medical not sure……So, yesterday, we called our primary care providers office and asked her for help. We asked if they could place an NJ tube, but she said that she could not do that. She had said we had to wait for the G.I. consult on March 20. She wants us to drink three protein shakes per day diluted with water to make them easier to swallow as well as eating three full-size meals per day. This is nearly impossible. We can barely manage some days to eat some applesauce and some chicken broth. Why can’t we just get help? I also found out why I haven’t been seeing my dietitian. My primary care provider never sent in a referral to her when I switched providers. So I have not seen her since January 7. I called her and asked her for her advice yesterday, and I asked her if she could prescribe a feeding tube, and she said if it was eating disorder related, maybe. She told me to also wait for the G.I. consult. I am just getting so frustrated at this point. I just need nutrition! Dammit!Ray
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hi its emmie. i dont want to do this anymore. i hate the food. i just cant!!! i wouldn’t mind getting down to 85 pounds or even 80. We’re already 92. or maybe we should just cram our mouth full and risk the refeeding thing. since the insurance or doctors don’t care anyway. just feeling low.
Emmie
Low Energy And Feeling Hopeless
Hi everyone,
So I went to my doctor on Monday, and he said that my weight was stable… BMI is 15.5. He said he’d see me in two months.
Also, had a conversation with my caseworker, and she said, “your dietitian isn’t going to let you die.” I told her it’s not about “letting” me die. There are things with eating disorders that can’t be seen visibly with like labs and stuff. She also takes things so personally!!
My doctor didn’t take labs, and hasn’t since June. He’s not taking them again until he sees me in two months. I just don’t know. Guess I’ll just wait for nothing to happen. I’m trying to eat. I really am, but it feels impossible. Any support would be greatly appreciated.
Ray
Needing Support
im struggling. i feel fat. i feel disgusting. I ate a bowl of Crave chocolate cereal, and now I feel guilty. So many calories. i know i need to eat, but why do i feel so guilty? God i hate tthis.
Ray
SATURDAY THOUGHTS
Hi everyone,
Today, I’m struggling with ED thoughts. I’m struggling with restricting and counting I’m obssessed with my weight. I just need support.
Ray
CHALLENGED MYSELF TODAY AND SUCCEEDED!!!!!
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Sso just ordered from papa johns. I ordered a chocolate chip brownie with caramel seasalt icing and some cheese sticks. I deserve food. I deserve to eat. I deserve nourishment. My body deserves it. It may not be the healthiest, but at least it’s food. I’m proud of myself!!!!
Ray